Running Monday and wearing big girl pants!

After an entire week of not running outside (no, seriously, did you read about the record breaking heat?), I thought it had finally cooled off enough to go for a run this morning.  I set my alarm clock for 5am (because it hadn't cooled off *that much*) and went to bed.

My alarm clock woke me at 6:45am, the time it thought I wanted.  But I wasn't in any pain when I woke up so I got dressed and went for a run.  The run was great until it got hot and I got dehydrated.  Lake Nokomis was fun to see again.  (Hey; I remember you.  It's been a while!)

Once I got home, I was pretty sick from, you know, lack of water and too much heat.  It took me a while to get ready for work.  Note to self - take hydration seriously.  A weekend off exercise is not a weekend off drinking water.

I went to work which was fine.

After work, it was time to put my big girl pants on and try a class at the gym.  I'd always thought taking some of the classes at the gym would be fun.  But I never wanted to walk in the first time and not know what the hell was going on.  (Seriously, I needed someone to walk me in the door, tell me where to stand and which mat to pick, and then I'd be fine.)  The big girl pants were just for getting in the door and they worked their magic.  The trick, apparently, is to find someone who looks grumpy and aggravated waiting to get into the classroom.  Then, just do what they do once inside.

After some of the reading I did while not working very hard this weekend, I decided it would be good to have a strengthening and/or stretching component to my marathon training.  Pilates seemed the most likely candidate to totally kick my ass so that's the one I picked.  My first class was tonight and I did fine.  Hilariously, once I'd walked in and copied what the meanest, grumpiest looking girl did with her mats and equipment, an old friend walked in.  (Sweet!  I get to see Cyndi now too.)  The class is at 7:30pm which is actually a good time.  It forces me to stay at work late (it's ok; long days are normal) and it's a nice way to end the day.

My abs can't decide if they love me or if they think I'm an idiot right now.  They definitely got a workout.  We'll see what they think next week.

Totally one of those weekends...

It was totally one of those weekends where I wanted to sleep and eat carbs.  And I basically fulfilled my wish.  Win!

Work - I don't work on Fridays!

Working out - apparently I don't do that on the weekends either.  I hit the gym on Friday for my "long run" of the week.  Six miles!  (Win for the step back weeks.)  I took a walk on Saturday.  Today, I did three workout videos, 8 Minute Legs, 8 Minute Arms and 8 Minute Buns.  Even though those video titles are hilarious, today may have been my hardest workout.  The "Buns" one is actually the hardest.  8 Minute Abs is also a great workout but I was in no mood for that today.

Sleeping - heck yes I have.  I actually pulled out the air mattress to be closer to my air conditioner.  I was on it much of the weekend.

Going out of my home - I saw Amanda on Friday when we went to Punch Pizza.  (Way less fun than when I ate pork, by the way...)  Then we hit Dairy Queen.  (See why I needed the gym on Friday?)  I also left my home today to go to the store for toilet paper.  I bought some stuff and totally forgot the main objective of my mission.  I'll get some tomorrow night from the co-op...

Food - please, can I have more white carbs?  Om nom nom. 

Hotter than boogers!

Heat - just Wow!  The next closest place with a dew point as high as ours is located in the Amazon rainforest. 

Working out - obviously I've been staying inside.  Although people kept asking me "are you running tonight?" (No.  Because I am not insane.) 
Last night a teammate from Team:Work persuaded me to de-grumpify myself and hit the gym with her.  We did weights. 
Tonight I persuaded said teammate to run around the track (inside in the air conditioning).  We did increasing intervals (run 4 laps, walk 1; Run 5 laps, walk 1; Run 6 laps, walk 1) for a total of 3 miles.  It nearly came to blows in the last couple laps when my teammate (hilariously) was trying to convince me that 16 laps was 3 miles.  (Um no.)  Once she was on the walking lap, more oxygen was going to her brain and she could see the error of her math.  (Hee hee.)  I did run her hard that last lap for telling me I was cheating.

Everything else - for breakfast today I made something that was both awesome and not so good.  I made lentils and chicken sausage and put them together and then poached an egg over the top.  At 3:30pm I finally had to stop and make myself eat lunch.  It was awesome because I was full all day.  It was not so awesome because, that's a lot of lentils and they were really not so good.  I need to find a way to add taste.  I'm thinking salsa.

Thank goodness for air conditioning!

It's 9pm, that 90* means it's cooled off a bit.  That heat index of 99* means it hasn't cooled off much.  Now we've got sinkholes and roads buckling and all the other fun things that go with this heat.  Including no running outside.  (Because I am sane, despite popular belief.)

Last night, Qat lady and I saw the finally Harry Potter.  My thoughts without spoilers:

• Hermione is my favorite.  I loved her from the moment of her house elf crusade.
• I love the Snape storyline.  And this movie (and half blood prince) does it even better than the books.  Alan Rickman you have a special place in my heart.
• Ginny Weasly is a bad ass.
• I'm glad Amanda went with me; I'm glad we got there early because we got awesome seats!

Today I stayed inside as much as humanly possible.  I had one home visit and a stop at Chipotle on the way back to the office.  (Thanks again to Steve for introducing me to the Burrito Bol.)

As a bonus for myself, I let myself sleep in and opted for a run after work.  Plus I got new shoes that needed to be tested.  After a long flirtation with Asics and the pink shoes, I'm going back to Brooks, at least for long runs.  Welcome home.

 I took them for four miles or sprint intervals at the gym (read: at the air conditioned place) to test them out.  They feel like a mix between my old Brooks which had too much structure for a toe striker and the pink shoes which have no support (it's ok, they're racing flats).  They should be good for long runs.  I'll still keep the pink guys around for shorter runs.  They are both really good pairs of shoes.

So the four mile sprints: I went fast enough that I got that puke-y feeling.  (If you're not puking you can go faster right?)  As with all my runs, the first mile was the hardest, and the first lap of that first mile sucked the most.  Once my heart got working at the right speed and my muscles loosened up, I was able to go much faster with less pain.

After running, I came home and hit the pool.  (Still packed at 9pm.  It's hot.)  Now I'm enjoying my birthday presents from Qat lady and my pooky bear.  (You know what I'm saying.)

While I enjoy that, you should check out some of my new favorite music:

• Forget You - Cee Lo Green.  If you're a grown up you can find the other version of this song.  If you have kids, use this version.
• I'm Alright - Jo Dee Messina  Tell 'em all my future's looking bright...  Love it!
• The Lazy Song - Bruno Mars  My theme song! This one maybe not made for your kids to enjoy without parental guidance.
• Fire Burning on the Dane Floor - Sean Kingston has been in my head for a while and it's all Kate's fault.  Just saying.

The humidity is actually more impressive than the heat

It's one of those humid days where, just by existing out of air conditioning, moisture condenses on my skin.  Wow.  Also, it's 11:20pm and it's still freaking 85*.

Hotter than sh!t

Well, really it is.

 

Dietary update: Last weekend when I was home, it's possible my dad guilted me back into being a 'vegetarian'.  Of all freaking people.  He was ticked when I spontaneously became a vegetarian in seventh grade.  So why this of all the stupid things I've done?  (And I've done some stupid stuff.)  Because I'm sort of familiar with Diet for a Small Planet and since I'm not going to go vegan, I could at least be a little responsible.

Here's where I am with this right now:

• Chicken is okay because I said so.  Reasons #1 I said so: chickens use less grain than cows and pigs for similar amounts of protein and energy so if we're not feeding the grains directly to people, this is the most efficient use for them. (I try to buy pasture fed chickens and eggs anyways, so they're not getting much grain to begin with unless it's winter and the pasture is frozen.) Reason #2: I'm a distance runner so I require tons of protein and I'd never get it all without animal protein of some kind. 
• Fish is basically okay, as long as it's sustainable.  No Chilean Sea Bass for me.  (Too bad because it's really good.)  Go here to find out what sea food is good for you and the environment.  It's a good guide to both imported and US fish, what types of fishing methods are sustainable, and what fish has so much mercury it will kill you.
• Beef is okay only if I know the cows were grass fed and not given rBST or anything equally stupid.  Steaks from my co-op are fine.  Steak Gorgonzola Alfredo at the Olive Garden is definitely out.  If you're going to cook me a steak, just lie and say it's grass fed even if you don't have a clue. That way we can both be happy.
• Bacon: Dilemma.  I have no idea what to do about bacon.  I don't really know anything about sustainably growing pigs so I have no criteria on which to judge this purchase.  I love bacon.  Please help.
• Salami and Prosciutto: I refer you to bacon.  There were the only types of pork I was going to eat.  I don't eat ham, pork chops or pork loin now.
• Turkey: I never really liked you anyways.  It does fall with chicken in the 'less stupid use of grains' category.  Organic turkey bacon is so expensive as to render it a completely non-viable option for bacon replacement.  Is there such thing as turkey sausage?  That could be good.

Running update: Obviously I haven't been outside.  You saw the weather right?  This coming week I had a 20-miler scheduled.  I looked at the actual training schedule and realized technically that run didn't have to come for another week, I just had my weeks moved around.  So I think I'm going to re-arrange them in the correct order, have a step back week, and do my workouts inside.  A low of 80* is just too ridiculous for running.

Other stuff: Amanda and I went out for dinner.  I'm renewing my love affair with Indian food (best vegetarian food in the world!) so we went to the Indian Restaurant we found when I passed my last licensing exam.  Then we walked around the mall and shopped.  Amanda has a great eye for clothes.  I have more fun trying on clothing now that I've lost some weight.

After dinner, Amanda had to do an overnight shift because she can't say no to people at her job.  I decided I would stay up and keep her company by texting her.  I also did

• Two loads of laundry (and flooded the laundry room again)
• Unpacked from my trip (yes, I did get back six days ago)
• Cleaned my living room
• Cleaned my kitchen and did dishes and washed the toaster oven and turned on the dishwasher
• Cleaned my bathtub and sink.  Apparently I owe my bathtub an apology becuase I had soap scum that was both caked on and totally invisible to the naked eye.  I could only feel it with my sponge.  (Totally my bad.)
• Took out the recycling
• Vacuumed the whole place (it's not that big)  The vacuum was also looong overdue.  I cleaned out the filter afterwards and there was enough dust to create an actually bunny.  (Oops again.)
  

Now I am facing the eternal question: Do I inflate my air mattress so I can sleep in the living room next to the air conditioner?  Otherwise I can just take my chances in my bedroom which is air conditioned but far away from the source of the cool.

18 Miles - what was I thinking?

Weather - last night it looked like it might rain during the run this morning.  I resolved that I'd just have to run anyways because after today it's going to be roughly eight million degrees after today.  (boo!)
I checked the radar when I got up and it seemed a certainty that I'd be getting wet.  Given my recent history of mixing water and electronics I decided to leave the phone at home and just use my little iPod Shuffle (the only one that still works) on the run.  It actually didn't really rain until I was about a mile from home.  It was humid but definitely cooler and breezier than my last long run.

Shoes - I thought I'd try an experiment and run with the old shoes because my pink shoes have been hurting me a lot on long runs.  With the old guys I got blisters because my skin has grown accustomed to the new shoes so the run was pretty painful.  But I'm sitting here writing this twelve hours later and my feet hurt way less than they normally do after a run.  I ordered new shoes on Amazon last night. Hopefully they'll be somewhere in between.

The route - I needed to do 18 miles and I was in the mood for a river run. The river alone is not long enough so I added a few lakes. I find myself getting frustrated with Lake Nokomis on long runs because I'm not used to being all, "slow down, pace yourself". When I'm at that lake it's usually "GO!" Here's the route I ultimately found.


The usual - totally got 'sick' again.  But I knew there was a facility close by when it happened.  So, I'm running and mentally telling myself, "I know it hurts, it'll be here in a second, hang on, you're doing fine".  I looked at the port-a-pot and I couldn't find the freaking door.  Are you kidding?!?  Upon closer review, the door had been turned to face the wall of the structure it was next to.  Like, they just put that one out of commission for a little while?  WTF?  It's not really important how that issue resolved itself.  There was another 'sick' break after that too, less than a mile later.  After that I was fine for the rest of the run.  (What could I possibly have left in there to cause problems?)

The usual, but with food - I did much better with nutrition being gentle to my stomach on this run.  I have no idea what I was doing except maybe pacing myself better.   I think having chomps and Gu helped but I can't say for sure.

Music - July gets a new playlist.  Some of my favorites on this list include

• You've Got the Love - Florence + The Machine and thanks to Alicia for starting my love affair with Florence + The Machine.
• Call the Police - James Morrison definitely a slower song but it works well for long runs and calming myself down.
• Somebody Needs You - Low Fidelity Allstars.  Together we can take it home...
• Fireflies - Owl City which totally made me think of my little cousins from California who hadn't seen fireflies before our party in Kentucky last weekend.
• Born in the USA - Bruce Springsteen.  I mean, really, what could be better?

Random bit of awesome - I went to Run N Fun last night because I needed Chomps and Gu for today.  I wasn't even paying attention when I went in but I was wearing one of my Bolder Options shirts.  When I went to pay, the guy was all, "oh, we do a lot of work with Bolder Options.  Mentors get a discount here so I'll just ring that in..."  WIN!  And actually for nutrition, it was a good price to start with.

Vacation in Pictures

I very much like to eat my toes!

Time to practice reaching!

Cousin.  No.  Chef.  Not yet.  Daddy Mark!

Aunt Joanie (of Thanksgiving fame) and Gramma

Not sure if he knows about this or not.  My host for the weekend!

Mom absolutely hates it when I do this.

I knew we needed a picture of my young cousin who is responsible for this beautiful story. This was right before he said, "Elizabeth, I want to play with you". Okay. Win for me!

Me and Auntie Barbara who is basically my second mother.

The cousins plus Gramma.  (Not pictured are Frankie and Joseph.  Yes, there are more of us than that.)

One of the ugliest 15 milers I've done. Ever.

I don't know what weather report I was looking at last night.  Somehow I thought it was going to be in the low 60's when I woke up.  Not ideal for a long run but much better than what we've had recently.

One of my favorite 15-mile routes.

It's hot and I am slow

 

5:00am - I woke up and obviously didn't think to look at the weather.  (I checked last night.)  I got ready and headed out for my long overdue long run.
Mile 1 - I am covered in sweat.  I guess I should've checked the humidity.  And perhaps I should pick up the pace?  I really didn't know I could go that slow and have it still be called running.
Mile 2 - Wow!  I am slow.
Eventually I got into my groove, especially around Lake Harriet.
Miles 6-8 - I so totally knew I was going to get sick.  Miraculously my timing had me at two, um, facilities so there was no additional stress (of having to find a private spot in the woods and praying I'd make it) but getting sick was still not so much fun.
Miles at Lake of the Isles - the one lake where I didn't get sick.  (Good because I usually do it here and there is nothing at this lake for help.) I actually had a little bit of a runners high here after I ate some food, I got moving again nicely.
Back to Calhoun - still on the runners high but wanting more Gu.  I knew the moment Gu (or anything really) hit my stomach I'd feel like puking but I had to eat.
Lake Harriet - and feel like puking  I did.  I started throwing in walks here to calm down my stomach.  And keep my heart from exploding.
All the way home - I did run the sweet 'downhill' section of 40th, ran the uphills too.  But I walked more here too, in honor of my stomach.

Obviously I was pretty discouraged when I got home 20 or 30 minutes after I wanted to be done.  (What the hell  is wrong with me?  I've totally run this far before.)  And then I looked at the weather.  It was 77* at 9am.  (Low 60's my foot!)  The humidity at 9am was around 50% but apparently it had been as high as 70% earlier that day.  No wonder I felt like I was going to die.

So I do need to be more consistent in my long runs.  The new running app is really nice to help with pacing.  But perhaps I should just write this one off and not worry about it.
I got my "post long run Easy 3 miler" in today as well with Team:Work.  (Yes I know, a second run after a 15-miler is less than ideal.  But the long run had to happen today.)

The GPS between miles 2 and 3 is wrong in that one obvious place.  I didn't do that.

Yeah, Stephanie and I were really flying that one mile.  After we got done walking.

We took a new route and decided that the West 7th neighborhood is super cute.  I don't know what the hell happened between mile 2 and 3.  I assure you, I ran in a straight line and have no explanation for that bizarre squiggle.

Now I'm sitting on the couch thinking about sleep.  (To sleep in the living room by the A/C or in my room with an actual bed?)  Just one more bit of entertainment before I go:

Thanks, Spammer, for being so easy to spot!

Ideas that seem both crazy and good at the same time

Idea number 1 - learn to do mental health therapy (I mean I'm already a social worker, right?).  This idea, along with a couple other things, lead to me taking yet another licensing exam on Friday.  I passed!  I called my boss first because I knew she would be really excited for me and it was exactly what I wanted to hear.  Then I made some other calls.  Amanda, Kelly, and I went out to celebrate with Amanda's first experience with Indian food.  It was good; would have been better had the air conditioning in the restaurant worked.  The $20 bill I found in the parking lot kind of made up for it though.

Idea number 2 - make up for missing a long run by spending three freaking hours on the elliptical on Saturday.  Mission: accomplished.  Then I called Amanda to see if she wanted steak.  She was actually already eating steak with her parents at the camp ground.  So I drove out and joined them for a porterhouse the size of my face ahem a lovely evening with her family.

burying yourself in sand at the playground - total fun!

 
Idea number 3 - a long run tomorrow morning?  I'm not really sure how this one is going to work out; surely it will be an adventure.  I'm thinking pacing and hydration will be my main goals.  I rested most of today and by "rested" I mean "walked seven miles around a couple lakes, sat at the pool and went shopping".  I'll let you know.

Minnesota means "sky tinted waters" - if you look, you can see downtown over the lake in the distance

At Lake Nokomis - great day for sailing

At the pool!

Photo Friday

Team:Work - stretching after running up and down big hills!

Kat lady helping my pooky bear and I celebrate our birthdays!

Work - going out for lunch!

Tonight - heading back into Minneapolis after the storm

It's not normally my knees that hurt....

After an extended absence (because I felt like garbage for a week...)  I headed out for a run this morning.  At 6:30am it was already well over 70* (and high humidity as well) so I wasn't looking to break any land speed records.  It was basically a good run.  I saw a couple blue herons (or one bird more than once) at Lake Nokomis.

Around mile 6 I started getting, um, sick.  Which was sort of expected given the heat.  It did make running home quite interesting.  I think I've learned now the cause of the problem (heat; dehydration) and in the summer there's not much of a cure.  Now I just need to work on symptom management.

Work was a sad day.  It was the last day for our assistant director.  (You may remember her from mile 19 of the marathon where she waited with her kid and a banana for me or from the Dreidel Dash when she also had a kid and banana for me.)

Now I'm at home, giving my air conditioner a brief respite before I crank it up again.  (I think it's an "air mattress in the living room" kind of night.)  Let me leave you with some new (and old) songs to enjoy:

• Pumped Up Kicks - Foster the People  Don't read the lyrics; it's better that way.
• Circus Left Town - Eric Clapton  The image of the circus clown holding up a knife...
• I Will But... - SheDaisy  Just remembered the greatness of this song (as I was sucking wind on my morning run)
• Freaky Friday - Aqua  The song isn't even that good; it just reminds me of my friend Chris (you suck!) and makes me smile!

Sad that there will be rain tomorrow...

I was grumpy and just generally moody when I woke up this morning.  I have no idea how I convinced my body to get out of bed and run.  It was really the kind of morning I should've slept until 11am.

I went for a 4-miler this morning and I was all, "oh, it's only four miles, I should go faster than normal" and then I was all, "oh, this new GPS run tracker can tell me how fast I'm going so I should really try".  Here's how the run broke down:

The yellow line is my pace, the gray relief behind it is the elevation change during the run.

A breakdown of my pace, mile per mile.

Important lesson: I badly need to warm up to achieve my top pace. (Also, I feel as though I was faster last year...) That second mile, the 11:10 pace, I felt like I was running my brains out. I felt like I was going to collapse. That last mile, which was a second faster, I had to stop so I could cross the street. And by then I was all, "oh, just go to the end of the block, that should be about four miles".  This is a good lesson for when I run 5ks.  (This is also possibly the reason I don't run 5ks.) 

(Yes, as it turns out, last year I ran the Grand Old Day 8k at a 10:58 pace and the Snow Run With Jenna Diva Dash at a 10:33 pace. Guess I need to work a little harder this year.)

One way to get 16 miles in

Yesterday, I made some, um, poor dietary choices.  I made said choices only after looking at the weather (rain, storms, and humidity) and deciding an outdoor long run was out.  I think I'm off popcorn for a while as well.

Today, I hung out in the morning, ate breakfast, and took a nap.  I woke up, thought better of it and took another nap.

In continuing the "my iPods are crumbling; let's see what the Android can do" theme, I looked into mobile radio apps.  I have used Pandora for a while.  It has its nice features but it's very far from perfect.  So I decided to take Slacker Radio out for a try; it's had very good reviews.  I have no clue how it works on my phone.  For sure it doesn't work in Firefox.  At least the way my browser is set up.  (Works fine in Chrome.)

I had a fun thirty minutes looking for my wallet.  And by "fun" I mean "this sucks".

Finally, I was able to leave for the gym.  I picked out my ellipticals and let the fun begin.  Three hours later my quads were screaming.  I did a fantastic job of pacing myself through the workout.  (How does one pace themselves on an elliptical?)  I opted for heart rate and the "calories per minute" measure.  The ellipticals go forwards and backwards, and the segments where I'm pedaling backwards are what makes my quads hate me.  (Probably what makes me good at going down hills fast too...)

After the workout, I went to pick out a steak at  my co-op.  Steaks are cheaper at the co-op by my office.  And that co-op cuts the bones off the rib-eye instead of making me pay for part of the cut I can't actually eat.  Just saying.  I cleaned my kitchen (partially) while cooking the steak.  Now I'm trying to convince myself to do laundry so I can have clean sheets for sleeping.

Suddenly, I remember the merits of HYRDRATION

I've been tired and grumpy all week.  While running 10 miles on Tuesday was certainly a great idea, I think it really took a lot out of me.  I'm also experiencing how much calorie restriction can reduce my energy as well.  (And I'm not even restricting my calories all that much.)

This morning when my alarm went off at 5:30am (there is no way on god's green earth I'm getting out of this bed) I re-set it for much later and planned on going to the gym after work.  But then when  I did get up at 7:15, no, 7:45?, hmmm, sometime after 8am I realized my running gear was packed from yesterday when I bailed on Team:Work because of the rain.

Endomondo is this new app I put on my phone.  I decided a hill run after work would be the perfect time to try it out.  (I'm already packed for it and I love the route.)  As I mentioned a few days ago, my iPods are crumbling before me so I needed a new run tracking method.  My phone is currently the only gear I own that can accommodate the job.

75* was the temperature when I started the run.  (Tell me again why I thought this was a good idea.)  I really do love the route.  Against my better senses, I started *liking* this new app.  (Really, it was only supposed to be a replacement for a week or two while I save up for a new iPod.)  Suddenly the same voice as my GPS lady is whispering in my ear, "one mile, your pace is....", and then a bit later, "two miles in ....minutes, second lap time is ....minutes".  Well, that's really nice.  I was even more impressed when I got home and logged onto their website and found:

A map of my route.  I've never used a GPS enabled device on my run before.  Think of all the time I won't have to spend drawing out routes on Gmaps.

A pace chart (the yellow line) and and elevation profile to go with the pace chart.

A lap pace chart - the bunny was a mostly down hill mile.  The turtle... I can explain.

The jury is still out (it was only one run after all) but I am encouraged by the initial results. I'm not totally a fun of running with my phone.  (Which I know is odd.)  It's heaver than my iPod and I don't have a good arm band for it.  The biggest question is how this sucker will hold up for having the GPS active and music player running four or five solid hours as can happen in my long 20-milers.

The run, as you can see, was not one of my best, but it was ok really.  It was hot when I started, as I knew it would be, and there's not a ton of shade.  Even though this was a slow run, I did work out (finally) why I've been having so many digestive issues.  Today I had the same problem.  (And there's no facilities around there.)  I finally put together that I hadn't hydrated properly (or at all) and that was probably related to my distress.  I certainly wasn't hydrated on Tuesday either, the last time I had said issue.

Some google searching when I came home lead to two helpful articles, this one reminded me that high fiber foods are bad.  (That quinoa dish is probably out for a while.) and this second article mentioned that dieters are more likely to have digestive issues while running than non-dieters.  (It doesn't say what kind of diet, like calorie restriction or only eating certain foods, but it is relevant.)

Even after all this running, I still have a 16-miler to do this weekend.  I'm starting the hydration plan now and hoping for a more pleasant experience.

10.8 Miles of insanity FUN!

It seemed like the best thing I could possibly do today was to wake up at 5am (pray for no rain!) and go run 10.8 miles around Ft Snelling.  Why did this seem like a good thing to do?  I have no idea but it was, in fact, fantastic.  I was having another day of just wanting to go long and hard even if it does lead to an eventual bonk.

I really really missed my Ft Snelling route, as it's been under water most of the year.  It hasn't been good for training on long runs becuase I'm to the point where I need even more miles than this route holds.  Crazy, I know.  Last night I had the thought, "you know, 10 miles will only take a couple hours.  If I got up early enough, I could still make it to work on time."  (This is so not healthy.)  Plus I didn't run yesterday so I had the miles to make up.

I got up at 5am and packed two water bottles, one Gu and some sour patch kids and headed out.  True to form, I did have the urge to RUN hard and fast.  (This can't possibly be right.)  Especially during that 1.5 mile 'down hill' section.  (Ask me now how I feel about the up hill section.)

I had an, um, similar issue to the last run and made a stop before leaving Minnehaha Park.  However, a few miles later, said issue returned and I finished the run at what I have heard referred to as "the poop pace".  (Every runner has one.)  I made it home safe and sound.  I'm not sure if it was my running harder and longer than normal leading to this issue or if it was something I ate.  I'm thinking, maybe both?

The rest of my day was spent working and watching my iPods crumble in front of me.  My little iPod Nano (which is four years old almost exactly) did fine on the morning run.  And then started freaking out after thirty minutes later when I synced it.  It just turned itself on and off and tried to keep syncing.  On the way to work it kept restarting.  WTF? The iPod Touch (I will never call it an iTouch) is destroyed after taking it's second swim in an ice bath.  (The first swim it took last year did no damage.)  Now it just wants to be restored to factory settings, but wont let itself be restored because it wants me to type in my passcode, but it wont show me the home screen so I could type in the passcode...  Destroyed.  Right now I'm syncing my phone (Android, it's just not the same) with some of my playlists so I have music to listen to on the way to work.  (It's just not the same.)  I also still have my original iPod which got much less use once Nano and iPod Touch came along.

At the end of the day, Amanda proved once again she is an awesome friend by putting aside her own food cravings (something fried... anything) for my own (Punch Pizza.  Carbs and salty meat.)  We had a nice dinner.  It was packed because apparently wine is the same price as soda this week.

A beautfiul day for fifteen miles

Today's run was a tale of two paces: fast and wall.  But it was a really good run.  I contemplated doing a Ft Snelling run but ultimately chose the river as my route.

About the time I hit the parkway I knew I was going too fast for a long run but I completely didn't care because it felt so good.  I ran the "up" side of the river much harder than marathon pace knowing I would bonk sooner or later.

I ran the first part of the "down" side of the river faster than normal, backing off a bit for that stupid before Summit Ave.  Sometimes, it feels good to just GO!

Sometime later I did have to just, ahem, go.  I took a walk break and took care of business.  I started running again just in time to hit the wall.  The wall, if you're curious, is located at the Ford Pkwy/46th Street bridge.

Once I got into Minneapolis again, I started allowing walk breaks to accommodate my earlier stupidity *ahem* faster than normal pace.  Hilariously, even with the walk breaks, my time was almost identical to my last long run which means I must've really been moving in the beginning.  Here's how today's run looked:

The up and down is my speed, not elevation.  I took several walk breaks at the end which is why it looks so wild there.

The true tragedy of the day occurred after the run when I dropped my iPod into my ice bath. It's actually not the first time that thing has taken a swim. The touch screen wasn't working when I took it out, but I'm hoping that once it dries it could return to normal. (Otherwise I may have an unexpected expense this month for a new one.)

I had to run out again so I could get a graduation present for my teenager.  (I know, I remember when I first met her).  I then went to the Co-op so I could purchase a steak for my Post-Run meal, came home and ate said steak.

I am now fighting with my digestive system.  As soon as one of us wins, I'm heading over to congratulate my teenager.

An interesting statement on my mental health...

Tuesday (which was a short but ridiculously hot day) I got a "thank you" gift from my Team:Work teammate.  Ha!

Wednesday is the day my mental health probably started to decline. I slept all day. It sounds wonderful and once in a while it is nice. Ultimately though, it's probably not that healthy. I actually ran two errands, once to get bread for breakfast and once to the bank to cash a check.  I took naps in between.  I did not exercise. I did not cook. I ate plenty though. My "plan" was to do a long run Thursday morning to justify the food and laying around.

Thursday (that's today) I woke up at 4:00am because I have the wrong blankets on my bed and I was hot. I knew I'd be falling asleep as my alarm would go off to wake me up for a run and I just wasn't feeling it. So I turned my alarm off. Which is probably the most telling statement about my mental health. Because I love long runs. (Laying around all day sounds good, but there's a price to pay.)

Sometime today after naps one and two I had a "you should forgive yourself for everything" moment. These are the moments that I need to have to get myself back on track. So I forgave my lazy ass for not wanting to run and took myself out for a nice long walk instead. It was a really pretty day. And only in the mid 60's. (Yes, two days ago it was 100*.  As a Minnesotan I can assure you, the crash from 100* to 65* is nothing like the crash from 65* to 30*.)

This picture was taken in the middle of the city.  Seriously.  And that is why people in Minneapolis love it here.  Bonus points to anyone who can identify the lake!

Red winged black bird at the same lake pictured above (if that helps!).

Pretty flower growing in a neighbor's yard.

Irises are all over this week.

After the walk, I basically had no food in the house. I also had an episode on Tuesday where I took lunch to work only to discover it'd been frozen for about a year and was just generally a surprise. I basically subsisted off raisin bagels that day. But that lead to motivation to do some cooking for lunches. I had another goal of 'shopping on a budget' meaning paying cash for groceries. When's the last time I did that? So, I reviewed recipes, made a list and headed off to the Co Op. With my quartlerly discount I had just enough in my wallet for all my food and the super big box of laundry soap.

I got home around 7pm. It's 11pm now and I'm finally done cooking. I made:

• Wild Rice Salad except not really. It turns out Wild Rice is like $14/lb at the Co-op. Seriously!?! I refused. I got Black Quinoa instead. This dish wins the prize for looking the least appetizing. I did sample and it's pretty good, but I may have to verbally remind myself of the potential taste before deciding to pack this for lunch.
• I made Sesame Green Beans using this recipe substituting the green beans for kale obviously. I've made this before and love it. I usually use less honey than the recipe calls for.
• Tangy Cauliflower Salad is an 'oldy-but-goody' recipe. I don't make it a whole lot because it's really a side dish, not like a main thing I could really take for lunch. But it's so good that once in a while I make the effort of zesting a lemon anyways.
• Paleo Chicken Salad looks to be the winning recipe of the night. (Totally substituted sour cream for the mayo. I don't actually care about the paleo diet...) I was remembering the chicken salad I had that Mark made when I was in New York and wanted to try and make my own. WIN! Also, because I substituted sour cream for mayo it means that if I ever make it at home Dad will eat it.

Now I'm feeling a little bit better about myself and life. I seem to have recaptured my purpose a little. I swear, I think I love cooking even more than I love eating what I make. (Although I am going to dream about that chicken salad.)

Running Melting in the Heat Update

It's hotter than blue blazes here.  Is that clear?

Hottest day since 1988 - I actually have a memory of how hot it was that summer; I hope this doesn't last as long as that did.

Saturday I had a great long run with "girl the other girl met at the bar" who now really needs a better blog name.  She wanted a flat-ish route which is more possible from my house than hers so she came over.  We headed out on this route; the same one where Beth showed her friendship for me a few weeks ago.  I was quickly reminded that I need to run my own pace, not get excited and go faster because I have company.  11 miles is a long way, just relax.  I was also reminded that it's hot and there's very little shade on that route.  It was a very nice run and I had a blast. 
Afterwards, I headed over to Richfield farmer's market where a bacon purveyor had been recommended by my pooky bear.  I picked up pepper bacon and then I went and got a steak (best post run meal ever!) and stayed home the rest of the day.

Flowers in my courtyard.  Irises remind me of my mom because she always liked the Van Gogh Irises.

Sunday was the Grand Old Day 5k which was a race Team:Work had picked out.  Apparently the plague hit Team:Work because only person besides me was healthy enough to run.  The St Paul runners did show up so we combined "running teams" before the race.  (That means I had lots of company at the starting line.) 

Since I'd done a long run the day before (and it was still hotter than blazes) I decided to pace my Team:Work teammate for her time goal instead of trying too hard myself.  Here's what I know about pacing: "Slow down!"  "Trust me, it's not time to go that fast yet!"  "Slow down!" and then at the end "Now go!", "Kick!".  I have no idea if I'm a good pacer or not, or if I'm in any way encouraging (who would be encouraged by hearing "slow down" in a race?) but teammate nailed it.  Her goal was 41:00 and her official time was 39:50.  (Also, I paced her without a watch.)

It's totally that kind of race!

 
Teammate actually had to leave after the race but I got to stay and watch the parade with Running Beth and her family.  (There was a bouncy slide and a happy five year old.)

It did look like a fun slide. 

It was that kind of parade too!

Monday I thought about going to the gym.  That was as close to exercise as I came.

Today I got off work early (yeah for Jewish holidays) and did head to the gym.  I did an hour on the elliptical.  The track is off limits while the basketball courts below it are being resurfaced.  (Something about dust and toxic fumes...)  It's tripple digit temperatures right now but tomorrow the high is supposed to be 80* and the overnight low into Thursday will be around 50*.  I'm thinking long run Thursday morning.  This week the plan is 14 or so miles.

Happy National Running Day

It's National Running Day so go out and move!.  Here's some music if you require motivation (this is a Chris inspired play list):

• Florence + The Machine: Drumming Song.  Fun as heck to blare on my headphones.  Louder than sirens, louder than bells...
• Florence + The Machine: Rabbit Heart (Raise It Up).  (In the spring I shed my skin, it blows away with the changing winds...)
• P!nk: F*cking Perfect (you know this one needs a parental preview before sharing with the kids just from the name, but it's actually a nice song).

Here's how my day went:

2:30am (seriously) - I woke up with a migraine.  I think it was related to the caffeine headache I got yesterday from spilling coffee on myself and then consuming less caffeine than normal.  I took strong medicine and bailed on the morning run with the St Paul girls.  (Really, at 5:30am I was still stoned from the half dose of meds I took.)

7:30ish - I woke up, still with a migraine but I knew that if I just started the day it would go away.  And so it did.

8ish - I went by the co-op, got yogurt and strawberries (strawberries!) and headed in to the office.  Where I obviously had a fantastic breakfast.  Work was fine.  As was pointed out to me, I didn't have to send anyone to the hospital today.  (It's not every day I can say that.)

5:00pm - since I missed my first run, I felt a strong urge to get out with Team:Work tonight and hit it.  Sadly, half of Team:Work had the plague (no, serious).  Three of us headed of to Grand Avenue to run the route for the Grand Old Day 5k, our first Team:Work race of the year.  It's not clear if I'll be running my race own on Sunday or pacing some of my teammates.  I think I agreed to a 10-miler on Saturday so probably just the pacing.  Here's our run tonight.  We did 8 minutes of running and four minutes of walking, not counting stop lights.

After the run I came home and counted calories.  I think this is the first day all week I'm actually at my calorie goal.  (The good thing about counting is that even if I go over my 1600 calories a day, I can still be in a weight loss range, it just means slower loss.  Good information to have so I don't feel like a failure for eating 1750 or 1800 calories I think.)  Thank goodness for running.

I also had some time to peruse the internet for news and enterainment stories.  Falling into the category of things that we shouldn't laugh at (but it's quite tempting):

So not helping